To those who have been reading this blog: I have big news.
Today, I found out wonderful news! I was accepted into the Disney College Program for the Fall Advantage semester as an Attractions cast member. So that means, I will no longer be heading to Germany. I want to thank everyone who has read this blog and I am sorry I won't get to share my German adventures with you. However, I will be creating a new blog about my time at Disney which I will post here!
It has always been a dream of mine to work for Disney and I cannot believe it will begin on May 21.
Caity
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Foreboding disappointment
Do you ever get the overwhelming, foreboding feeling that something bad is going to really happen?
I have that right now and I can't shake the feeling.
I hope everything goes well for me tomorrow. I cannot bear to feel like I did last semester.
I have that right now and I can't shake the feeling.
I hope everything goes well for me tomorrow. I cannot bear to feel like I did last semester.
Friday, January 6, 2012
The Perks(and Disadvantages) of Being Single
This is going to be short because I don't like complaining too much... BUT....
Why do women in relationships insist on alienating themselves from their friends?
I am sitting here, alone, on a Friday evening, preparing to start my reading for the semester. Currently, I am living in a slight fantastical world by watching Midnight in Paris and dreaming of my year as a future ex-pat. If you have seen the movie(which you should because it is AWESOME!), you'll understand why watching this film and dreaming of my future ex-pat life is interesting. It just so happens that this film deals with numerous American ex-pats, but I won't tell you who ;)
You know, I can't help but feel a little lonely sitting all alone with my lonesome self. I should be thankful that I am getting practice for next year, but it is an inevitable fact that you will always miss your friends. If you know my friends, they are "independent" women types. The ones who can get by without a man. But, as of late, it seems that they are the total opposite. I am lucky if I get to see my friends without their boyfriends and it kinda sucks. I love all their boyfriends for their own reasons, but I can't help but feel left out.
That is the major downside of going to Germany. I cannot even attempt to find a significant other because I will be leaving for another country. I just don't feel it would be right or easy to create a relationship then leave them.
Ok. I am done with my pity party.
Maybe God will read this somewhere and bring love my way someday. Who knows? Maybe I am meant to go to Germany because something great is waiting for me there. Maybe it is love. Maybe it is growth as my own individual. I like to believe something wonderful is coming or else I wouldn't even dare to embark on this journey.
Your sometimes pitiful and endlessly hopeful host,
Caity
Why do women in relationships insist on alienating themselves from their friends?
I am sitting here, alone, on a Friday evening, preparing to start my reading for the semester. Currently, I am living in a slight fantastical world by watching Midnight in Paris and dreaming of my year as a future ex-pat. If you have seen the movie(which you should because it is AWESOME!), you'll understand why watching this film and dreaming of my future ex-pat life is interesting. It just so happens that this film deals with numerous American ex-pats, but I won't tell you who ;)
You know, I can't help but feel a little lonely sitting all alone with my lonesome self. I should be thankful that I am getting practice for next year, but it is an inevitable fact that you will always miss your friends. If you know my friends, they are "independent" women types. The ones who can get by without a man. But, as of late, it seems that they are the total opposite. I am lucky if I get to see my friends without their boyfriends and it kinda sucks. I love all their boyfriends for their own reasons, but I can't help but feel left out.
That is the major downside of going to Germany. I cannot even attempt to find a significant other because I will be leaving for another country. I just don't feel it would be right or easy to create a relationship then leave them.
Ok. I am done with my pity party.
Maybe God will read this somewhere and bring love my way someday. Who knows? Maybe I am meant to go to Germany because something great is waiting for me there. Maybe it is love. Maybe it is growth as my own individual. I like to believe something wonderful is coming or else I wouldn't even dare to embark on this journey.
Your sometimes pitiful and endlessly hopeful host,
Caity
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